Race To Cure Lymphoma: October 1, 2011
"There is no finish line until there's a cure!"
I ran 6.2 miles today without walking! The clock said 1:11:45 when I crossed the finish line. I ran the Race to Cure Lymphoma 10K in memory of my Dad who died of leukemia on February 8, 2010.
I wrote his name on a balloon and on the other side I drew his trademark monkey and "DAD".
The truth behind this picture.... I had to stage it. I accidentally deleted the (of course) very cute one I took just before the race. I was sooo disappointed with myself. But I knew my dad would have helped me find a way to laugh about it, so I chose to let it go. After all, I can have a deleted picture and be upset, or I can have a deleted picture and be happy. Either way, the picture is deleted, so I might as well choose to be happy. So this picture is a re-enactment of my balloon I made for my dad. When I let it go, his name stayed facing me as it rose to heaven. It was so cool I thought, "I wish I had a picture of that!" Oh yeah! Then I jumped to action with my cell phone . . . duh . . . but this was all I got:
Oh well . . . it was a very neat experience for me. The theme of this particular race is "Be a cancer fighting superhero." The back of my race shirt says, "I'm a Hero." Running this 10K helped me come to a couple realizations:1. Sometimes I feel like a victim of cancer, because it took my dad.2. Running helps me feel like I can do something about it.I was telling a friend about wanting to run a full marathon. 26.2 miles!! It terrifies me. I don't think I can do it. I want to give up before I even begin. So I don't understand why I feel drawn to doing it. My friend suggested doing a marathon relay: putting a team together so you only have to run 6-7 miles. I told her it sounded like fun, but that I had to do my 1st marathon by myself.... Because I had to push my body beyond it's normal capacities... Because I had to physically fight to make it to the finish line... Because I had to know and understand what Carrie went through, what Devree goes through, what my dad went through. By this time I was completely emotional and I realized the "why". Why I have to run. I didn't understand before. So I guess I'm coming out of the closet... I'm a runner...
... a Cancer Fighting Superhero Runner.

"There is no finish line until there's a cure."